My heart pounded. My chest moved with every breath I took
against my loose cotton shirt. My braid had loosened and strands of my hair
whipped across my face from the wind. My sneakers slid across the tiny rocks at
every step. The only sounds were the waves crashing far below us and my heart
pumping in my ears. I didn’t dare look down.
I peered up from my feet to look at him as he guided me
across the cliffs edge. He must have noticed my sudden stillness because he
turned around to face me, cocking his head to the side in confusion. The last
light of the sun lit up half his face and the wind tugged on his black t-shirt;
outlining his body. His stare suddenly made me feel nervous so I moved my eyes
back to my feet. He tugged at my hand pulling me closer to him, making me look
at him. He didn’t say anything. He just looked at me; reassuring me, before he
turned back around and continued along the rocks towards the peak of the cliff.
I wasn’t sure why he brought me here. In fact, I don’t remember
how this idea came up, but it felt right. I was almost in a trance. I would
follow this boy anywhere. Heights were my ultimate fear but yet the idea of
possibly falling didn’t matter. I didn’t want to be anywhere else. The view sure
as hell was beautiful though. Dangerous things tended to be beautiful. He was
beautiful.
The wind became stronger and the sky began to darken. We were
almost at the peak. But then what? The rocks became steeper and harder to climb
but he walked with ease. I held on to his hand tighter as the cliff became
thinner and the edge closer. The rocks were smooth and slippery against my
shoes. We were metres away from the peak when my shoe slipped along a steep
rock. I screamed, my fear becoming me, as my body slipped with my foot. His arms
clasped around my body before I could hit the rocks, and later possibly the
water.
“Are you okay?” he whispered in my ear as he steadied me
back to my feet. I couldn’t even speak. My eyes were stuck on the water below. He
turned my body around to face his and held my face in his hands. “Are you
scared?” I nodded. “Why?” he asked.
“I’m scared of falling.”
He closed his eyes for several seconds, a slight smile forming on his lips. He opened his eyes and the smile vanished.
“Jump”, his expression was strange, weak almost. As if he were pleading. I was confused. Were we cliff jumping? Would I survive? I didn’t move. I stared at him confused, not leaving my gaze from his.
“I’m scared of falling.”
He closed his eyes for several seconds, a slight smile forming on his lips. He opened his eyes and the smile vanished.
“Jump”, his expression was strange, weak almost. As if he were pleading. I was confused. Were we cliff jumping? Would I survive? I didn’t move. I stared at him confused, not leaving my gaze from his.
“Why?” I asked.
“Do you trust me?” he whispered.
His expression was sincere and his eyes made me want to shatter into a thousand pieces. “Yes,” I whispered.
“Do you trust me?” he whispered.
His expression was sincere and his eyes made me want to shatter into a thousand pieces. “Yes,” I whispered.
He pulled my face closer to his. My body tingled as he moved
his lips on mine. My eyes closed. My body was still, my arms dangling by my
sides. His lips were soft, heavenly. He pulled his lips from mine and pressed
our foreheads together, my eyes still closed. He took a deep breath and sighed
heavily, his hands still holding my face. I breathed in his breath; my favorite
scent and opened my eyes. We stood gazing for what seemed like forever, a
comfortable forever, before he slid his hands from my face and on either side
of my shoulders. Without dropping our gazes, I felt a tug and we started to
fall to the water below. The wind pulled at my skirt and tugged at his shirt as
we slid past the pale orange rocks. I didn’t even scream. I wasn’t even scared.
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